ROAST YOURSELF HARDER CHALLENGE! (DISS TRACK!!!11!1)

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  • Published on: Wednesday, August 1, 2018
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    NEW SINGLE & MUSIC VIDEO "HONESTLY" 8.15.18!

    Hey guys! I wanted to bring this challenge back... but with a twist. Watch to the end.

    VIDEO SHOT BY: Peter Macaluso
    www.youtube.com/nepotismTV
    @_macarony

    SONG PRODUCED BY: Beeks Vybe
    (@beeksvybe)

    special thanks to my friends at Collab for helping me SO MUCH with this video!! FOR REAL YOU WERE AMAZING TY!

    🔔 TURN ON MY NOTIFICATIONS🔔

    LYRICS TO THE SECOND HALF:

    overwhelmed overworked overpaid
    i’m on top of the world, sittin’ pretty on a stack
    but the static still cracks in my veins
    at the bottom of the universe i’m feeling all the weight

    people die for this
    people lie for this
    people suck and fuck some guy for this

    pay the toll for this
    sell their soul for this
    play the part but whats my role in this

    i’m not built for this
    all the guilt of this
    and i don’t think i can deal with this

    im too old for this
    gonna fold from this
    people starvin’
    and i get gold for this?

    you all chalk me up
    as some whiney fuck
    who’s stressed by success
    like my life sucks

    i get it, i know, its such a conundrum
    i get what i want but i can’t have much fun with it
    it’s not the fame or the money i’m yearnin’
    i don’t give a fuck about what i’ve been earnin’
    but each day i wake up more blessed and i’m learnin’
    of all of these people I’m least to deserve it.

    i don’t deserve it.

    i try to be perfect i’ll never be perfect.
    i’m not worth.
    keep lookin’ for answers i swear i’ve been searchin’

    but come up short, and i give up quick,
    ‘cause if i found it i think id be scared of it.
    you don’t see the scene thats behind the screen
    and i urge you all to beware of it

    it’s an interesting dichotomy
    of monetized sincerity
    stir up my insecurity
    with constant uncertainty

    generation of anxiety
    the “look at me” society
    dubiety of piety
    the gods all suffer silently

    i’m sorry for my obsession with attention.
    i have ungodly fear of rejection.
    my apprehension and objection is the viral infection
    of dollars and followers in place of affection

    what i need is a human connection
    not blue light and a foggy reflection
    of my misconception of my own perception
    a result of way too much introspection


    they find my disinterest interesting
    my depression, a funny thing
    my decline is relatable
    people love that i hate myself

    yeah, they love that i hate myself
    people love that i hate myself
    people love that i hate myself
    people love that i hate myself

    i climbed out of my head
    and watched myself implode
    a thought without a body
    ought to be a shot to take a load
    off my brain is poisoned
    and i’m searching for the antidote
    but every time i find it
    my defenses scream “oh, no you don’t!”

    woah

    but it's fine
    no, really i'm fine
    it’s just a matter of time
    you’ll lose your mind
    and not be fine from time to time

    i’m not crazy,
    but i feel crazy all a sudden
    in a city never seein’
    snow or rain or leaves in autumn
    lose yourself in seasons
    not remembering that you forgot ‘em
    knocking on my door,
    i can’t confront ‘em so i lock them

    out

    but i don’t mind
    no, i really don’t mind
    cause believe it or not
    it feels good to be forgot
    from time to time

    so forget me
    and please, God, forgive me
    if you feel a touched underwhelmed
    by all my overwhelming negativity

    who am i and when?
    when’s my work day end
    and where does me begin?
    are these my colleagues or my friends?
    on a scale of ten to one
    do you hate who i’ve become?
    ‘cause i hate who i’ve become.
    i’m sorry for who i’ve become.




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